Idiosyncrasies of a Sexual Nature

Is it wrong to objectify someone? For the longest time, I've had a fetish for bondage and latex. I've always found the image of a beautiful woman bound and gagged to be VERY arousing. Sheathing her in skintight latex only added to my enjoyment. She went from being a woman to being a sex toy. A soft rubber plaything designed solely for my sexual gratification. She ceased to be a person. Clearly such feelings meant that all wasn't right in my head. I was always a rather shy person, especially around women I was attracted to. I had a hard time approaching them let alone talking to them. So in my fantasies, I turned them into objects thus removing the fear of rejection. Over the course of time, I discovered that my bondage fetish wasn't some kind of aberration. There were other people out there that enjoy being objectified at times and others that enjoy objectifying people in sexual situations. One of my greatest desires is to find a woman that wants to be my object of lust and worship. Someone I can envelop in latex, bind, gag and lavish my affection upon. The problem is my knowledge of BDSM is entirely theoretical. I've never had any practical experience. Most women interested in BDSM are looking for an experienced partner. How am I going to get that experience? This mental itch has been unscratched for far too long. The latest fetish to enter the picture is zentai. Zentai is a tight, full body covering garment usually made of Lycra. A standard suit covers you from head to toe. No part of you is visible. You become effectively anonymous. Women wearing zentai look like some sort of cloth doll or, in the case of metallic zentai, android. It's another form of objectification. I've two zentai suits on order, one standard black and one metallic black. I can't wait to try them on. I admit there are times when I don't want to be me or, for that matter, someone else. I simply want to be nobody, anonymous. Being completely enclosed in the zentai suit would separate me from the rest of the world. My universe would shrink to the boundary of the suit and it would limit my ability to perceive the world beyond said boundary. To some extent, I'd become a universe unto myself. Interesting thought. So here I am, frustrated and unable to satisfy my sexual predilections. Hopefully, I'll get my act together and find my object of lust and worship. Only time will tell. Mike